Thursday, May 25, 2006

Untitled Post (I couldn't think of a name for it)

I believe that all humans are creative inherently. Deep down in the bowels of our minds there rest a need to be creative in one form or another. Through out my life I have found different methods of being creative, to harness this creative spirit within myself. First it was drawing which then proceeded to writing and poetry. From poetry I left it and continued to work more on writing, to define a style in having no style at all, as I was told by a friend who read many of my works. From writing I began a path in music. First the trumpet and then piano and clarinet, percussion and the likes. After starting high school I took of guitar and abandoned the rest. Mid-way through high school I took up digital art and kept with my music and writing. I stayed in digital art for a good five years. And from there I stepped into photography with the suggestion of my girlfriend and I enjoy it thoroughly. It has allowed me more control of something that in the past and I like that it allows my creativity to flow smoothly.

Another thing that I enjoy the most in photography is the printing. There is nothing like looking at a print in white light after you have followed you own printing techniques. It’s amazing to say the least. Granted I don’t place the paper emulsion side up in the tray I do it emulsion side down. I could go into explanation as to why I do this if you want but maybe at another time. I’m rereading the Sword of Truth saga by Terry Goodkind again, I always enjoyed the novels and I recommend them to anyone that would like to read a good fantasy series. Tomorrow I have an interview and even though I am rather hesitant about being a server at a restaurant if it pays good then it does. I will have to remember not to be myself.

I digress though. Back to subject. As I see it every person creates out of need and survival, what allowed us to adapt so many millennia ago is still very much with us now. I see it as a rather subconscious form in many people. It may not be for artistic cause but nevertheless it is there. Our own love for creativity is almost tantamount to that of a fanatic’s justification in killing in their god’s name. We need it like we need food. If a child has nothing else but a dilapidated house over its head, it will find something to do, it will create something to fill its mind with wonder. So get out there and create.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

New Leaf Continued

New Layout change, thanks to a template from, Thur very appreciative of that. My new grain enlarger arrived today and it is a beautiful thing as well as my 6x6 negative carrier. New look, new ideas. I am currently in a photo challenge brought on by my friend Jules. Pretty fun gets the juices flowing. Also I have a job interview Monday at 11:30am and it will also be my 35th anniversary. Almost three years together... I so want to marry this girl, she is the most beautiful, smart and sexy woman in the world. God, why did I have to be born in this country instead of hers? Don't think I'm going to get an answer to that but that's okay I suppose.
Hopefully I get this job I am interviewing for. I need the money, I need a bank account, I need to save like a motherfucker. Nevertheless. Hopefully next week will be my week, if not, maybe the next one. I'm to up beat for my own good sometimes.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

New Leaf

Termination. Sort of. I was fired on his part, and I quit on my part. I gave up basically. He thought I wasn't listening to directions, I thought he was a digital sell out. Basically when it comes down to it, to me it was a meeting of artistic differences. But whatever, I hope his publication does well, I enjoyed the stories and the people I met through him, good guy in the end. But in the end commercial photography isnt my thing I suppose, fine art, fine silver prints are on the other hand. So now its time to get a new real job and keep shit simple. In other words, use the fuck out of some film. And master darkroom printing, learning from the masters as I did before. So Adams, open that brain of yours, its time to dig around in there again and learn medium format with the good graces of my girl friend and a prayer.

Saturday, May 6, 2006

Cemeteries and David Horton

How unlikely could it be when searching for lost family names and plots that you could come across a man, who has spent roughly six years doing just that? Sit back in your favorite arm chair, and let me tell you a tale that is full of skill, doggedness and a hound dog's nose for a trail.

Meet David M. Horton, expert in underwater acoustics dealing in anti-submarine warfare, turned electrical engineer, turned historian. Dealing with particulars straight out of The Hunt For the Red October his attention to details in research is unrivialsed in this area.

Our story starts off with taking a photo of an abandoned church. I went up to the Chamber of Commerce and asked if they had a list of all the churches in Titus county. They had exactly the list I was looking for. The lady I was speaking with happened to hand me a list of all the documented cemeteries in Titus as well. This is where my hunt of churches was abandoned in favor of cemeteries. Maybe it was the ghost stories I heard as a child.

Suddenly my eyes came across something that really made me interested. It was a single grave cemetery in the middle of nowhere. When searching for cemeteries in this area, Mr. Horton's name will come up. Seems the packet of cemeteries I was using previously to finding the site was rather out of date. I was in luck here, considering he's pretty knowledgeable. "I spent roughly siz years working on this." He said. Large volumes of work have been done by Horton, all in the name of history.

The lone grave is John J. Murrie originally from Clarksville. He had taken ill while visiting family as it was related to myself and that of Mr. Horton. The family then began the long hard trail to bring his body back to Clarksville. The Sulphur River was flooded and they could not cross. "They then asked permission to bury his body on the Fishback's land." Para-quoted from Horton's Murrie page on the TXGenWeb Project. They were granted permission and so buried him in what is now a clearing out in the Talco area. With the aid of Horton's G.P.S. coordination I located it. With help from my significant other, we found that some of the Murrie family from the Red River County area moved to Upshur County. All traces of the Murrie name disappear after 1940 via census records.

Ellis Ranch cemetery as stated by Mr. Horton is located in the Davy Withworth Headright survey. He quotes Lynch Harper, as there being, "6 to 20 ex-slaves buried in this cemetery." Dr. Ellis has been referenced in Lynch Harper's Cemeteries of Titus County as stating that a young African-American named Toby Newton was one of the buried within the cemetery. This cemetery is currently lost to us, as is another. "Unnamed Cemetery #2" is located on lands currently owned by Keith Wofford. Horton states Mr. Wofford, "some previous tenant of the land removed the stones that once marked the cemetery and used them on the fence line." An estimated 40 graves existed in the cemetery and the only identifiable one being Simon LePugh, whom was buried in 1902.

Mr. Horton and Oscar Hill cleaned up West New Hope last year but it still needs a lot of work done, these cemeteries can't save themselves, so it really is up to individuals that care about this history and the foundation of their county to try and save many of these abandoned cemeteries. Another cemetery that needs possible saving is that of the Pitts Cemetery. It is currently owned by a paper company. At the time of the interview with Mr. Horton the name of the paper company was not forthcoming to memory, nevertheless it still needs to be cleaned and made fit. The Pitts cemetery is one of the larger abandoned cemeteries in the area. It is estimated that 20 plus graves are located on its grounds. Mr. Horton states there are currently 20 monuments still standing at the site.

The Christian cemetery was located at East First Street and South Lide Avenue Horton states. Horton and Traylor both state that around the turn of the 20th century Felix W. Fitzpactrick had the monuments moved from Christian Cemetery to Masonic. Mr. Horton states, "there were numerous graves in this cemetery on which no attempt was made to remove the remains, and doubtless many houses in the area have been built over the graves." But he does state that the Johnsons, Wesley and Bill Johnson, if they found any remains at all were placed in one box and moved.

So I ask the readers of this fine publication please if you can try and help us, the people that care about the history and the lives lived in this area, to help us keep it strong and alive. David Horton spent six years putting together a list of the cemeteries and their whereabouts. We really need to understand a lot about the world we live in and the world and times in which our ancestors lived. People had it rough in the old days. Take this into account. John J. Murrie was buried by the road side. This being in 1869. The grave was buried by the old Clarksville road. To my knowledge this road no longer exist. Times have changed, but this doesn't mean we have to adandoned those that came before us.

Thursday, May 4, 2006

Past Events of A Working Man

A lot has happened since I last posted. New camera (sorta) Its an old Leicaflex SL from 1968, pretty decent camera, just needs some minor fixes but it work just fine. A Weston Master 2 exposure meter, analog style, no batter and a turn dial to find the correct reading, in other words the right way to do something. Also I was fortunate for my babygirl bought me 250 sheets of 8x10 Panalure Select RC. I also have written a story for my job, that I hope gets published, it was about the second to last post on here. Been rather busy. Not to mention I bought Adams' The Print so I will try and learn as much as I humanly can out of that book to put them towards my own prints and re-evaluating past ones and future ones. I have restocked my chemicals for printing, 2 gallons of Dektol and 2 gallons of Fixer, lets hope I dont fuck up this batch of Dektol. I am going to try and get in a photography class presided over by a Brooks Institue grad, that should be cool. Other than that, just reading up on stuff and doing my normal work thing.